Chances

There's a gathering at the mall
Funny how I want to go
Yet end up not showing up
But this time it was different

A hell it is to be brave
When you're scared inside
Never taking chances
That's the guy I am

Why is it so hard to stand up?
Chances of mine are blown away
Why don't I ever go when I'm free?
I'm afraid of everything

No one can ever see how I feel
If I don't give up this shield
Telling myself not to go
When I deeply want to be there

Why is there a rock in my chest
Replacing my heart as it stabs
Life's no fun in a box
Why don't I get out?

Blaming these stupid principles
Everyone is waiting
Jealousy won't get me anywhere
Leaving me with only regrets

There's people around
I shouldn't force a smile
Why am I so stupid here
Lets just see how this goes

Let's get back together next week

Maybe.

You're not into this, aren't you?

Sorry, just really nervous...

I need to get out of this shell