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True (Mental) Rebirth

Born with an eruption of red

Blood stained my hair

Blood spots everywhere

Skin of sweet milk

Italian violets

Sky of green

Grass of pink

Schools covered red from blades

Light burns your skin

Friend of former red

Same friend used to be yours

Did you say something?

I'm not clean

Women want too much

I don't understand them

But do I care?

I believe in crucifixion

I believe angels

I believe devils

I believe nothing

Did you choose to be that way?

Did you ever...

Sorry for asking

Friends with all other three

How did it end?

I see the dolphins

Watch TV at my house

Don't kill the dogs

Sleeping unexpectedly

Classroom with five desks

End it with only two

Though they are kept away

I don't know anything

Shadows help algebra

My calculator sucks

What ever happened to you

Is the pink really evil?

You're not confused

Purple, you're okay

There's no sanctuary anyway

No one ever wins

You know that?

Let's go

Something is moving

Nothing ends like this

I can't breathe

Was this really all my fault?

Suck it

B|o0dy~~~M3ntal~~~R3|aps3

Bloody (Mental) Relapse

Blood floods from the skin
Japan advertisement
Water rapes lungs

Bleachers stretched on tin
Nothing in attachment
Rooms spun in tongues

I'm only human
The Crow thumped my ear
How does he know that?

The rotting began
The retarded fear
The broken bones sat

It was to end
I knew it'd never
Can you see you're own pain?

You're just a friend
It's his endeavor 
Grass on all that is rain

You're both cruxified
You're both confused
You two are gone soon

They have died now
They have killed now
Letters and numbers now

It has to end
It was to walk
Who wanted this?

This would never
Hopes sold on TV
Judges found in the trash

Shut up and
Close your eyes
Stop your breathe

D!$t0rt3d~~~M3nt@l~~~R3h@b

Distorted (Mental) Rehab

 Sands thirsty for blood 
 Uranus 

 He was a strange bat 
 It was him 

 Dirt clouds detroy eyes 
 I'm devil 

 Wanting women's love 
 Whose Angel 

 Closests were dark though 
 Rooms so cold 

 Of course, they're there now 
 We both grew 

 My skin is burning 
 Where's letters 

 Crucifixion next 
 Where's numbers 

 Wasn't it easy? 
 You sleep there 

 Was benevolent 
 But now dead 

 Was once malovent 
 But hated 

 He never knew it 
 Still should laugh 

 They misunderstood 
 Discard them 

 Walking endlessly 
 We're confused 

 He was with them 
 He was with him 
 I was with him 

 We both never won 
 I want to sleep 
 I feel it move 

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Parasitic (Mental) Breakdown

Never go back there stay
Never go back there beg

Skies became drenched my blood

What planet are from

Air clenches throat

Were out there too

They were after

Those rooms played

You're angel

All need sweet utter love

In closets were captive

Between beds gun powder sears skin 

There were once letters

Whose devil

Stress chews helpless flesh

Not you once good

Not I once bad

Few years passed just go

Zephyrs slice fingers

Little boy held blade to hair

Fade memories pain

Didn't I lose long ago

There were once numbers

Crucifixion sends tomorrow

See him walk no tomorrow

You are an evil
I am a confused

Mistakes

I'm a mistake
We're just dust in the universe
Even if there's a reverse
We're a mistake

Overpowered by stupid emotions
Love is a rose
Kindness is a sham
Hate is fire
Regret is death

(NOTE: I think I wrote this when I was unsure of my sexuality and that worked well with the clashing of my faith being lost too. I suppose the point was I was scared of being two things people in my society hated. Non-believers of Christianity and gays.)